erness,but it did not end so. The adieu is charity itself.But think no more of the letter.The feelings of the person who wrote,and the person who received it, are now so widely different from what they were then,that every unpleasant circumstaending it ought to be otten.You must learn some of my philosophy.Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you pleasure.”
“I ot give you credit for any philosophy of the kind.Your retrospeust be so totally void of reproach, that the te arising from them is not of philosophy, but, what is much better, of innoce. But with me, it is not so. Painful recolles will intrude which ot,which ought not,to be repelled.I have been a selfish being all my life,in practice,though not in principle.As a child I was taught what was right,but I was not taught to correct my temper.I was given good principles,but left to follow them in pride and ceit. Unfortunately an only son (for many years an only child), I oilt by my parents, who,though good themselves(my father,particrly,all that was benevolent and amiable),allowed,enced,almost taught me to be selfish and overbearing; to care for none beyond my own family circle;to think meanly of all the rest of the world;to wish at least to think meanly of their sense and worthpared with my own. Such I was, from eight to eight and twenty; and such I might still have been but for you,dearest,loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not owe you!You taught me a lesson,hard i first, but most advantageous. By you, I rope
『加入书签,方便阅读』